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unicornpopcorn14 · 5 months ago

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You know this scene?

And how it was played as a funny jab at Aku's starvation for approval?

Well, I think it portrays more condescension on Dazai's part than it seems...

Because Dazai touching Akutagawa might have been the reason he even fainted.

Akutagawa clearly agrees with Dazai when he points out his exhaustion, responding to his "You're at your limit, now, aren't you?" With "It doesn't matter".

Rashōmon could have been the only thing keeping Akutagawa standing at that moment.

Dazai could have been totally aware that that was the case.

And what he does? Nullify his ability right then and there. Seep what's left of his strength away. Before, and not after, he provides him the praise he oh-so-needs after so, so long.

I'm half certain Dazai wouldn't have given that compliment if he wasn't sure he'd turn his protege off that way. Never having to deal with the reaction, never having to handle the emotions that would result and stem because of him. Easier that way, isn't it?

And you know what? I don't even think Akutagawa heard him at that moment, else why would he still be adamant to win Dazai's approval after this scene?

#Dazai you pos I'm onto you #“You're at you limit? Lol”#“Lemme turn you off before I give you what you need most rq”#“Whoops” Yeah whoops on you for nullifying the only thing holding him up RIGHT AFTER acknowledging his deteriorated state #btw I'm not a Dazai hater at all but he just pisses me off in each Aku interaction he has 😭😭#maybe im reading too much into this but I also don't think Dazai does anything without a motive behind it #touching aku might seem like a nice gesture tho wasn't at all necessary #idk this is 3am me talking perhaps my views will change in the morning dhdjdj #bsd #dazai osamu #akutagawa ryuunosuke #bsd dazai #bsd akutagawa #bsd analysis #J's Writing ✍🏽#J's post #bsd hc #bsd headcanon

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catastrxblues · 7 months ago

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EVERMORE by taylor swift (feat. bon iver) — “and i was catching my breath, floors of a cabin creaking under my step. and i couldn’t be sure, i had a feeling so peculiar, this pain wouldn’t be forevermore.”

my #swiftiegiftexchange2024 for @lovesickallovermybed!!!! 🫶🏽🫶🏽

#HIII HII HII how are you <3333 SO sorry for being slightly to the party but HII #i saw that you are currently recovering from surgery and i‘m wishing you all the best and =a faster recovery 💗💗 i hope you’re okay and #are feeling and getting much better every day 💗💗💗#i’m your anon swiftie and it was really nice to get to know you!! 🫶🏽 you’re super super talented and your gifs are so so STUNNING #it was such an honor to be your anon for this event and i had such a fun time making this !#i was SO excited when i saw that some of your favorite ts songs are evermore and idsb. really really sorry i didn’t have the time to make #something for both because my laptop went dead for sometime and i ended up only having the time to make this 😭#evermore the song is something i hold and cherish deeply in my heart too and it was something that has seen some of the worst of my days #and so i decided to do this song for your gift instead!#i can’t really gif much and couldn’t even try #because my laptop in which i had installed ps in went rip so i decided to make you this #(slightly messy sorryy) scrapbook of my view of the song! i tried to incorporate some of the descriptive lyrics and the objects mentioned i #the song and i hope you like it 😁!#and because i think evermore is also something that IS meant to be incredibly personal to the people that listen to it #i decided to include some photos (+added highlights on every lyric that has ever touched me which is almost everything as you can see 😭)#of some of my journal pages on which i rewrote the entire lyrics (except bon iver’s addition 😅) in ‘21 when the song meant to me the most!#i hope you're having a great dayy love 🫶🏽🫶🏽#SwiftieGiftExchange2024 #taylor swift #tswiftedit #evermore #*my edits #nadine.mp3

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hadesknockedupintheunderworld · 7 months ago

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Gaaaaaaaaaah they are so cute guys😭😭😭💖💖💖💖

I'm insane I'm insane I'm insane

LOOK AT THEM LOOK AT THEM

#sontails #unbreakable bond #sonic the hedgehog #fang the hunter #fang the hunter issue 4 #tails the fox #miles tails prower #I am starving for crumbs of them #'You're the best friend a guy could ask for' literally means so much to me #Like this is Sonic while he's more of a jerk and just dealing with the lack of attention and the boredom #And Tails knows how to handle this so well. They play off each other. Sonic tries to curb his emotions to be nice/patient with Tails. Tails #knows just how to make Sonic feel better when he's confused or bored #All of those little smiles from Tails too my heart😭💖#fang the hunter spoilers #fang the hunter issue 4 spoilers #idw sonic comics

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the-acid-pear · 5 months ago

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going insane over Dee, don't mind me:

my beloved. my Absolute beloved. the character of all time. she's basically perpetually six years old. she's technically in her fifties. she loves her brothers. she basically got raised by a man in his early twenties because universe went 'fuck you and your family in particular.' she got killed by a pink motherfucker. she fought back hard enough he had to go get help. she caused enough problems as a ghost that her murderer built a robot to contain her soul. she has (likely) killed before and probably won't hesitate to again if she has to. she and her older brother are such an iconic duo. she's a cat person. depending on how you look at it, her brother has feelings for one of the guys who murdered her. she even has a really cool fucking scarf.

Dee Kennedy my fucking BELOVED-

- dee-in-the-box

Top 10 girls of all fucking time FOR REAL.

#luly talks #asks #dee-in-the-box #also i have to say it here bc im so mad rn but i tried to answer a super old ask you send me about her death #which was amaizing that shit tore me to pieces and put me back together with glue but wrong you're a wicked individual/silly #BUT TUMBLR ATE IT. IT JUST FUCKING. POOF. GONE. AND IM SO UPSET #but on fucking GOD. Dee you'll always be famous.#love how nice she is too..... even in her pain and in her anger she still manages to be reasonable and kind #for crying outloud she forgives Dave in time record #also her brother. bc she loves him so much it's so Fucked up 💥💥💥#still willing to kill him at the drop of a hat but that's just how tje kennedys are WKFGKDBEHE 😭😭#girls of all time...#dsaf

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cookiebonbon · 1 year ago

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Hi I kinda. Uhm. I. COUGH

Uhhh thank you @blackkatdraws for making silly hot wife and the pink clone, I will never forget your generous donation (💀??)

Some close ups too, I mean why not? :3

#goddamn Im awkward Im too shy akndksnfjsndnf -😭#also kitty if you're reading this I wanted to let you know that I saw your vent (?) post and Im letting you know that Im pretty much going -#- through something similar. I dont want you getting fully taken by this feeling like I did. Its not nice at all and it hurts a whole lot #Sooo I just want to remind you that you're loved by many many people and we care about you dear kitty <3 #Apologies if that sounds strange- I mean its our first time ever talking- But just wanting to let you know because you're important to me!#but yeaaa I want to make out with Black I MEAN WHAT-#(also I drew this for the whole night. I started at 11 pm and finished at 6 am :333 yes Im okay :33)#the stanley parable #tsp #the stanley parable ultra deluxe #tspud #narrator #tsp narrator #gip!!#I gib gip eheheeh >:3

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sskk-manifesto · 4 months ago

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#Fifteen episode 2. Mmmmmmhhhhhh #The animation quality DOES get worse. This episode shows it lol #So many static frames stretching for so long... I feel so sorry for the animators.#I still stand by the fact that if studios can't provide enough budget or time to their animators seasons simply shouldn't be released.#But after all who am I to talk...#The scene of Dazai shooting at the soldier makes my blood freeze. Rimbaud throwing books in the fire is equally upsetting #Like I /know/ it's an anime about literature with constant metafiction references–#and that this too has a symbolic meaning and is *supposed* to be upsetting but that said.#Seeing whole books being thrown in the fire is such a disturbing sight that calls for such a visceral response in me 😭😭😭#The amv opening is nice! Makes me even more bitter about season 5 one lmao. Of the kind #“not only we had to get a amv opening (((while we deserved a wholly ss/kk focused opening)))‚ we even got a bad amv ending at that”#Mmmmhhhh I hateeeeeee how they handled the Sheep 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Seriously this is just another bug instance of #“me and the author have WHOLLY different views of what human nature is like”#I just... Don't think... Children joining together in an hostile environment would act like that. I'm so much more of a t/pn kind of guy.#Children who come together to survive would protect each other and especially would trust each other. Why is there such a big lack of trust #Why doesn't Shirase trust Chuuya? Why doesn't Chuuya trust Shirase (with handling more information)? It's just dumb #It's dumb. It sounds stupid from the very plot aspect that Chuuya would act so shady and suspicious with the Sheep instead of being open–#about what his course of action is. It's like he was trying to have them turn on him. It's stupid of Shirase to mistrust Chuuya–#when in eight years he never gave them any reason to doubt of him.#And I know right as I'm writing this that someone is going to read it and think “you're completely missing on the unbalance of power that–#creates these dynamics of lack of trust” but the thing is exactly that I don't see why that unbalance of power would ever come to be!#They're all just kids. They're aware of that. If Chuuya never had malicious intentions towards Shirase‚ I don't see why he would ever fear–#his betrayal. Likewise‚ I don't see why Shirase and the other Sheep members would ever be so manipulative and disrespectful towards–#Chuuya if he's been nothing but kind to them (and we have no reason to think otherwise)?#It all comes down to: I think people are inherently good and willing to help each other. The author thinks not lmao. It is what it is #But I wish you could see t/pn. Where kids are constantly trying to outwit each other in order to OUT-SACRIFICE THEMSELVES for the others lo #I love t/pn it's my life... I miss it #random rambles #And if anyone would like to argue that Dazai specifically set them off to betray each other... Yes I DO understand that's what the story–#is suggesting. I just don't think Dazai - for how good. and infallible he is - is enough to scrape long-term relationships of trust.

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autistic-shaiapouf · 4 months ago

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Also hoping things at work pan out the way they're looking bc it's so surreal to know I'll be in a position where people are gonna be looking up to me

#much is brewing.. also recently got a pay raise so that's pretty nice #my old manager got to see me have a rough time starting out and is now seeing the staff say that they really want me to work #with them and they'd love to see me in a leadership position bc they said they can see it in me #and when they said all that i actually felt like i could believe it! they said good things and i was actually taking it in #anyways pray for me bc i wanna get certified to give vaccines and we're gonna be approaching the holiday season #when all my certifications are complete l m a o; you're supposed to get over the whole poking ppl with needles thing pretty quickly #iirc i have to practice by injecting saline into a pharmacist or smthn so there's that too #the pay raises from all this will be great bc lemme tell you. gabriel cosplay process is not gonna come cheap 😭#i still have to plan out how I'm doing this 😭 planning to make the spear as well; the swords are cooler and more important #but this outfit is gonna be a lot of firsts and the swords might just be a little too much next to the full body armour djfjkf #I'm gonna leave the helmet alone for a while and I'll probably regret it but I'm not strong enough to deal with that yet lmao #though. i could do the helmet and then take silly full body pics in cute outfits with it bc that's funny #i need at least one pic in full armour while holding the body pillow. debating bringing the pillow to the con I'm doing this for #bc that would also be really funny; would be kind of a pain to carry around with me but hear me out: it would be really funny #i have digressed wildly from the point of this post #shai speaks

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guinevereslancelot · 9 months ago

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i am unknowable and incapable of love goodnight <3

#romantic love i mean #against my will tho bc i want love so bad #but tbh i never feel anything more than awkward when i date 😬#i only feel comfortable with people when there's no romantic pressure idk #would genuinely love to build a platonic life with someone why do i have to be in love to marry someone and have a family w them 😭#love is real im just never going to experience it btw #but i still would like companionship and i really want kids tbh #i dont want to settle for not love in a relationship where thats expected or wanted and the other person loves me #but if it was an entirely platonic no pressure relationship that would be nice #maybe that would grow into love but the pressure of romance right off the bat kills the romance #in need to be close friends for like a decade first #sorry sorry im rambling insane thoughts its 11:30 and i just decided to break up with someone #and he's staying at my home so im even more painfully aware of having another person so deeply involved in my life that they become family #sorry you're not family i dont know anyone but my family well enough to let them be family and i never will please get out of my house #i make no sense but basically i love my family and want kids of my own but i dont want romance in there just platonic family love #romantic love is too hard to find and scary and weird i basically want to live with my actual family and adopt some kids someday sorry #this might change if i met the right person but i would need to be friends with them for a long time with no pressure first #and looking for that person is too forced and weird #anyway #its 11:30 in my 20s a week before valentine's day so naturally i am going insane that's all goodnight

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infiniteseriesofhalfways · 1 year ago

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I just realized I haven't read a single romance novel this year that didn't have a third act breakup

I am begging for different stakes please

#im not absolutely anti-third act breakup #I've read and written plenty #and there's a lot that i love i just.#it would be nice to see them face conflict together vs facing it separately then coming back together after the fact #always with the 'this is just too hard :(' YOU ARE ACTIVELY MAKING IT HARD #YOU ARE NOT TALKING TO YOUR PARTNER OR YOURE FOCUSING ON OLD SHIT OR YOU'RE SELF SABATOGING #STOP IT #'oh he probably thinks' ASK HIM. 'well when we started fake dating we swore-' SHIT CHANGES. TELL HIM.#'our differences-' TALK ABOUT THEM. FIGURE OUT IF ITS ACTUALLY A DEAL BREAKER #and if it is fine but for chrissake dont decide two days later that actually. its not. STOP #you know what i think my issue with third act breakups is so many of them stem from miscommunication #or just straight up Not Talking To Each Other #and thats the shit that bugs me #AGAIN theres some that i still love no matter what #but goddamn #the fuckin. 'i broke up with you because i decided in my head that you dont actually love me despite all the evidence to the contrary'#HELLO???#'youre better off without me 😭🤧' you know what bitch i sure am. STOP DOING THIS SHIT #YES I KNOW IM GUILTY OF WRITING EXACTLY THIS TYPE OF SHIT and also doing it for real myself BUT GOD #fuck man maybe that's part of it too. i AM a self sabotaging piece of shit i know how it fuckin goes.#maybe i want to see people be better than me #i know exactly how the fuckin spiral works. WALK AWAY FROM IT.#idk man its almost 3 am and im having thoughts #oh also for the record ive read books that aren't romance novels this year #when i say different stakes i mean i want my romance novels to have different stakes #sci-fi punching holes through space is a totally different thing #actually some people didnt like it because the crew relationships had actual communication and understanding #so 'there was no tension' the tension is we're in space. we were attacked my space pirates. dude got arrested.#we almost got blown the fuck up. 'the crew didnt fight amongst themselves enough' no they approached and resolved conflicts #from a place of compassion and understanding.

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septembersghost · 1 year ago

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love Jess hours??? LOVE JESS HOURS!!! LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! I can’t believe we been friends for years??? (I don’t even remember how many tbh) You are so sweet and lovely and I am glad you are part of my life. 💕💕💕

PLEASE ARLO my hearttttt it will melt! ☺️💗 i'm so lucky to have had your friendship and sweet, kind presence in my life for this long (i can't remember either! but those years have always been brighter because of you), I LOVE YOU SO MUCH TOO AND ALWAYS 💖🌷💖

#hugging you tight #wildeyedsapphic #letterbox #people are too nice to me #you're all spoiling me 😭💕

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liinos · 2 years ago

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i always feel bad whenever i can't stand someone bc of their voice bc like unless you're putting it on you can't change but some people just piss me off when i hear them sorry 😭

#like i'll be real i don't like high-pitched whiny voices At All but other than that i dont even know why some voices make me so :|#like is it tone? pitch? cadence? idk but there's Smth... like sometimes i can pinpoint it but there were two people in my freshman english #class who i could not STAND when they spoke like theyd literally just answer a question and they'd be on my nerves #and i'm sure they were perfectly nice people outside of that (tho the guy have a super condescending way of talking but i think that was #just how he talked rip) and i literally did not know them so i didn't even have a character judgment reason to dislike them #it was just hearing them talk😭 lowkey the girl sounded like a girl i went to hs with who i was friendly with so if anything i think that #should have made it not so bad but all it did was make me realize the other girls voice annoyed me too 🚶‍♀️#sorry to those people sure you're all fine people aside from this #but like that actress was on the qcyn season i watched for some reason i cannot remember (not her season) and whenever she spoke #it annoyed me so much like girl shut UP 😭 she wasn't even doing anything like she wasnt a mentor i do not get why she was there

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artminion · 2 years ago

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Did you know you're incredible, amazing, wonderful. And majestic af? Okay love you byeeee

AHH TY Varen! This will get me through work tomorrow 😭😭

Also, no u!

#I seen this just before i was due to go to bed and now i feel all fluffy 😭#you're too nice to me #you are the amazing and majestic Captain in Chief 👌

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frau-wilhelm-klink · 6 months ago

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The generational gap between me and people my own age who use a million abbreviations. Don't get me wrong....I use some of them too, but some of y'all be out here trying to abbreviate a whole sentence into a few letters🤣

The generation gap between me and ppl of my own age

#WOWWWW #I did NOT come here to be called out like this😂😭#Tumblr decided to hit me with the most unprovoked personal attack I've ever gotten #Of which there's been quite a few from this hellsite #The struggle is real...and apparently I'm not the only one who feels that way #I legit feel like Steve Martin's character from that movie 'Bringing Down the House' every time I hear someone from Gen Z talk #'What did you just say?'😂#It doesn't help that they changed what emojis mean either #*old lady voice*#Back in my day a skull meant something bad! You whippersnappers!#*shakes cane*#get off my lawn!#Sometimes it seems like Gen Z is speaking a foreign - wait #WAIT #I regret to inform you all that I've just come to a disturbing realization #What if...what if this is how our parents felt when we developed OUR slang?🤔#(this applies to all generations)#Remember how our parents would be so baffled when we talked? With the 'I have no clue what you're talking about right now' look?#And we would just sigh in exasperation? Like it was SO OBVIOUS what we were saying but they were just too 'out if touch' to understand us?#Oh no #Things have come full circle you guys #We've become our parents😭#Now WE'RE the ones out here not understanding slang while the younger generations look at us like 'Keep up old timer'#Well this is some bullshit #I didn't need to come to this realization today #But since I have I hope all of you are distraught by it as well because misery loves company #Guess it's time to break out the bingo cards prune juice and argue over who gets the last pudding cup while we stay up until 9pm🤣#That's about all we've got to look forward to now that we're senior citizens #Rip to all of us - it was nice having our youth while it lasted😂#random post

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zoologica42 · 5 months ago

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Temperate Lake Dashboard Simulator

🐦‍⬛2xcrested_cormorant Follow Going to try and eat this weird fish

♻️🐦‍⬛2xcrested_cormorant Follow wilmdlife hopital

🐸rana-bufo Follow No one can ever truly understand what BULL4rog's music means to me 😭 this song in particular argrgrgrgrgrg the way he puffs out his vocal sack asdfghjk

BULL4rog: listen here on spotify ♻️🐸rana-bufo Follow I think I huave chytrid

🐟ilikeeatingminnowsFollow I just migrated here from finstagram please be nice

🐠powerbottomfeeder Follow

I have HAD IT with this lake, it’s the third day in a row we’ve had nitrates above 8 ppm and uug the algae, my allergies I can’t do this

♻️🐟carpy-diem Follow

Lol we regularly get nitrates up to 20 ppm in my lake ♻️🦞crawdaddy Follow uhhh you shouldn't be bragging about that, it's really unsafe ♻️🐟carpy-diem Follow suck it you little oligotrophic bitch

🐢snappturt Follow Dear Tumblr, am I the Basshole for the way I catch minnows? I was chatting with some of the guys I bask with and they said the way I catch minnows is problematic; What I do is I sit on the bottom of the lake, I hide myself in the mud and I open my mouth. My tongue looks a lot like a little worm so I wiggle it around- and because of that, minnows swim over and check it out. Once they get close enough, then I bite down and eat them. Some of my rockmates have told me that this is manipulative and toxic behavior- but they also eat minnows...I don't know guys...

🦆tree hole-nester-acorn-eater Follow

is it just me, or is this super homoerotic???

🐟bigpikexxl Follow liveblogging diving down to the bottom

♻️🐟bigpikexxl Follow dark

♻️🐟bigpikexxl Follow big log

♻️🐟bigpikexxl Follow rock

♻️🐟bigpikexxl Follow kinda cold

♻️🐟bigpikexxl Follow oh hi @deepwatersculpin!!!

♻️🐠deepwatersculpin Follow oh hey @bigpikexxl!!!

never thought i'd seen one of my mutuals irl!!! I didn't even know we lived in the same lake!!!

🐠Shadlad Follow I'm not sorry, and I'm not afraid to say it, if you're an introduced species, go dry yourself out. You're not welcome to eat up all of our resources and live in my ancestral longs and rock crags. These things are for us to relate to and not for you to squander.

♻️🦞crevice-steve Follow

Can't believe this type of fishcourse is still popular on this site, introduced species didn't choose to be introduced and have as much of a right to live as anyone else. Bigotry against introduced species is still bigotry and that's a hill I will dry on. ♻️🐠Shadlad Follow Go ahead, dry yourself out then ;) ♻️🪷nootnootnewt Follow Hey man, I hate invasive species as much as anyone else but please stop telling people to beach themselves for political reasons- yeah that includes inavsives too ♻️🦐typical_scud Follow Did you legit just use the word Invas*ve to describe introduced species? ♻️🦢flatfootswimmer Follow anyone in this thread eat pondweed?

♻️🐟largemouthbASS Follow A colab with my mutual @2xcrested_cormorant after they got released from the wildlife hospital. They haven't been on much since the Fish and Wildlife Service released them in the wrong lake and it took them a while to get back to their colony. We hope this guide will help you avoid accidentally eating/engaging with bait!

#fishblr #fishposting #fake post #dashboard simulator #cw thalassophobia #thalassophobia #ecology #freshwater ecology #wood duck #walleye

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tkbrokkoli · 3 months ago

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been thinking abt... following... less ppl

#this is not abt my mutuals!!! actually ive tought abt having one day dedicated to interact w you guys more #being on your blogs sending you messages etc. mutual sunday or smth. gonna have to bring the social back for this media. for me #i follow almost 2k blogs btw #and ive noticed whenever im on tumblr im basically just doom scrolling instead of having fun w the posts that the blogs i rly care abt post #i also have just as many drafts as i follow ppl and im always like ah surely one day ill have the energy to tag my drafts or add an id #but i never do lol. should just make short work out of it and delete all my drafts #personal log stardate #not fandom related #also had a kinda horrible kinda nice shopping trip today #was so enthralled in trying on all kinds of jackets that i did not check the price tags anymore and bought one that was. waaaay too fucking #expensive. at the register i died inside. then the ppl i was w roasted me for buying an expensive jacket 😭#they were like how can you not check the price tag of smth you're buying?? and they are right lol i feel so bad now. gonna wear this jacket #every day now so that im at least making the most out of it #since i dont earn money anymore ever since i started university i feel guilty every time i spend money #also some of the ppl i were w were absolute fucking assholes to a grocery's shop employee??? absolutely disrespectful and embarrassing.#they complained abt how complicated one of the self check out registers was and how long it took. as if this was the employee's fault #me and the ppl of my group who simply minded their own business were dying of second hand embarrassment there #we scolded the others afterwards and told them they behaved like assholes #now im back home trying to study 🫠 im tired

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kvietka · 4 months ago

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This fourth of July holiday weekend has probably been the worst one I've experienced in my entire life, lol.

#just wanting to vent #got a really bad sunburn on both my legs #all the way up to my waist #i forgor to reapply sunscreen on my legs ☠️#it was so bad that I had to miss one day of clinicals the day after the 4th #I was also apparently dehydrated #so I could barely walk and I fainted/bonked my head twice #got a nice bruise #was so nauseous too #had the chills #lol #lesson learned #even if you're in the sun for 4 hours or less or eveb if you put a towel over your legs #reapply your damn sunscreen #😭😭😭#only kinda good thing waa I got to watch all the eurocuo and copa america games #but I'm a bit worried since I missed a day of clinicals #the program is pretty strict #even with a dr's note #waking uo at 4:30-5:00am will be a bitch tomorrow to go to clinicals #because I usually feel my worst waking up #and trying to hobble to take my stupid cold shower/bath #since that's all my legs can handle #not even lukewarm water #kill me now #ok venting over #kvietka rambles #I literally look like a lobster from the waist down 🦞#fun mental image lmao

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